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Even though I feel this fragile…I don’t look it…

Even though I feel this fragile…I don’t look it…

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I’ve been away for a while, I started a new job and things got really hectic and crazy. I do have good news, I guess… After falling off the wagon, I’ve been on it for about two months now. I have also started jogging (consistently) and it’s become a way of life.

I am barely eating, and working out a lot. I love it. I finally have control and a clear mind to do what I have to do. I have actually managed something I had not done in so long. I have lost 15.8lbs. For the first time since High School I am in the 40’s. Before, my binges were controlling my life. With the running, it seems I’ve been able to channel that negative energy elsewhere. I am on a nice steady decline and I really think I’ll be able to do it this time around.

Here are my current stats

HEIGHT: 5’1

STARTING WEIGHT: 162.8 LB
CURRENT WEIGHT: 147.0 LB

GOAL WEIGHT: 102LB

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DEFEATED. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.

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